vindictive

*sigh*

It takes a lot to upset me. Tears. Fears. The whole shebang.

On another hand, it takes very little to make me angry.

Today was such a day and I can't recall how many mini texts and messages were sent to me by several good friends of mine, attempting to reel in my burgeoning anger.

One thing I have learned, by the close of today, is that my usual staunch supporters are not usually my family, but that of my friends. I've never faced so much criticism or judgment than today and honestly, I was moved to a degree of anger I've never felt before.

It left me helpless. At a loss for words. A rage.

It was managed later when a friend drove 20 minutes from another part of town to keep me company at a local coffee shop. After two caramel lattes, attendance by my favorite barista, and the best environment that anyplace could offer, I was at peace once again.

I appreciated the support.

You know who you are.